The idea that real manifestation is about a ‘freebie’ is misleading and getting in the way of people creating the life of their dreams and a better planet. Saying that you can get what appears to be a freebie or two every now and then and in my experience they usually appear that way because you have expended energy in another way than money. Secondly, because sometimes it is simply a gift to you from your soul and spirit and that increases as you do the inner work and align your soul and spirit. The issue you have is when the opportunity that you were seeking to manifest is presented to you and if you run away from spending the money your energy starts to transmit all sort of confusing frequencies out into the universe and in the end this impacts on your ability to attract and create in the future. Many of my clients and other people I talk to seem to give up too easily and change their mind like the weather! (Well the weather in the UK is always so changeable so it is a good analogy to make!). This is linked to not trusting, so if you don’t trust that something is possible you are more prone to change your mind. We chop and change out of insecurity because we want something to work and are almost desperate to make it work. This makes the energy you are transmitting confusing and full of ‘this is going to work’ vibes too! There is a fine line between being too fixed and not knowing when to let something morph and evolve and giving up too easily and that is where a good coach can support yo. Already mentioned is the inner work requirement but also there is the law of karma and the law of manifestation which also play a very significant role in the process of manifestation.